When I reach the end, I hope by then, I’ve learned to shed my skin. Those dry remnants of myself that my soul clutches onto, In fear of what happens when I finally stop playing pretend And reveal myself for who I truly am. Will they quake and scream when they see at last How vile a creature is behind his veil of flesh? I’ve been wrapped up in my own skin, Holding onto this version of myself for too long. My skin is getting itchy. I scratch and scratch, and watch the flakes, those shreds of my being Fall elegantly to the earth like feathers, twirling like a dancer In front of a stage, but so deep in the zone, She was the only person in her world. I think of you in that moment and my eye twitches, my lip purses. Fragments of myself lie by my shoes. My once-covered, now uncovered skin, begins to breathe. Goodbye, me. Goodbye, you. Hello, me. How are you?
-k.r.r.
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